waiting

i hate this whole waiting game. i'm supposed to be hearing about a job today, and here i am sitting by my phone wasting my day away. can they not just give me a time and say we will have called you by (blank) time if you got the job. bah!!!! frustrating. if i don't get this job i have no idea what i'm going to do. you see my class was canceled, so the only reason i moved down to vancouver is gone. then if this job doesn't work out what else am i supposed to do. i almost wish that i could just pack everything up and move back home, but i can't do that now. i feel like my life has been put on hold!